Here you are again. Evaluating your existence and your importance from people.. or, more specifically, him. Yet no matter how much that someone made you happy, in the end he made you feel like crap after all those fluttering moments you shared with him. So dear for now… Let go of all those fluttering moments, those conversations, the connnection ‘cause it wont get you anywhere but hope for something between you two that maybe won’t happen. Look at these heartache, confusion and madness he’s caused you… or well, you caused yourself. Protect your heart. Let your feelings for him wither before your heart wither on its own. If that point comes you won’t be able to feel anything. Even a slight quiver of excitement.. it won’t be able to. Build back your walls, draw the line. Love from a man is a trivial thing for you now. Love for yourself and what you do is what your future self would thank you for.